Where do I start?
* I burned a tray English muffin pizzas at work on
Monday. Thought I'd turned the broiler off... Nope. A little plume of
smoke was coming out of the vented back burner. Oops. Thankfully no
alarms went off and I had an extra tray of pizzas waiting. Ha ha!
* I stopped at the pottery studio on Tuesday and cut some slabs for another music box. On Thursday evening I put them together. Today I returned to put on a few finishing touches. Sometimes I run into friends. Today I saw my friend Myung who was in the hand building class I took the summer of 2017.
* Friday afternoon I attempted to take care of some business at the DMV, but I messed up a vital document which must now be replaced before any action can be taken. I had everything necessary and still managed to make it a seeming wasted trip, and like many other DMV visits, I left wanting to cry. I also left wanting to berate myself for my stupidity. Instead I took it as an opportunity to "be kind to Martha." It wasn't intentional and everyone makes mistakes. I am still driving a legal vehicle. It's okay.
* My Monday night step study has finally reached Step Four, the searching and fearless moral inventory. We need to find accountability partners/ a sponsor... It's part of the process to find and ask someone to be those helpers and I find it impossibly difficult. I am ever so grateful for those who have stopped to think of me this week and send a note of encouragement my way. The finding of a sponsor may prove more difficult than the actual inventory, but I am looking.
* Life is a continual day to day challenge. I work long days and endure too many sleepless nights. I am a mom with a broken heart, broken times seven, for each and every one of my children who are struggling. I pray they are able to take the pain in their hearts and lives and lay it at the feet of the only One who can heal their brokenness. I pray one day we all come out on the other side better than we are today.
just imagine!
20 minutes ago
...if you can't be kind to Martha, who can?
ReplyDeleteWell,... ya know.
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Be kind to yourself and I am sure that you will find a sponsor. Here are prayers that each of your children find healing in their own time.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Carol.
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