Saturday, September 10, 2011

In Remembrance

It was a sad day, one that changed our lives forever. I was touched by the incredible sand sculpture at this year's NY State Fair and the honor it gave to both the fallen and those who stepped up to risk their own lives in the hope of helping perfect strangers.

(Wish I could figure out how to arrange this the way I want it...)

Friday, September 09, 2011

Jump!

Kids are funny aren't they?






It was a beautiful day. We spent most of it inside with toddlers but had a little bit of outside time this afternoon with Josh and Emma. They were feeling jumpy. :)

Thursday, September 08, 2011

Two Small Boys

Today found me sitting on the living room floor with two small boys. AC has decided I should be kept in his range of sight. He doesn't cry if I'm not, but if I walk away he will come find me, take me by the hand, and lead me to wherever it is he wants to be. He is pretty sure my lap is a good spot to sit, especially if I am sitting on the floor. AJ was content to crawl about, pull himself up on the furniture, climb into laundry baskets, and taste toys. I scarcely remember when I spent more time sitting on the floor than I did today. It was a good day and I remembered to enjoy the moment for once.
It was a pretty good day.

Wednesday, September 07, 2011

I Want to Get Up!

Welcome to the world of small children who hate naps. (Click here for a glimpse into Hannah's afternoon.) I will say this child is persistent. He is very much like his father, but he talks more. In fact, once he gets upset, there's no stopping him!

Tuesday, September 06, 2011

H is for Hurry

H is for hurry. "Here's your hat, what's your hurry?"

Actually, for most of the day I have been considering the thought, "Hurry up and wait." Life speeds along at an incredible clip and there appears but just one solution, to stop running through each day, to slow down and savor the moments. It's all easier said than done, of course, but if you will think back to days of childhood, I think you will find that yesteryear was a simpler time, a time of no hurrying, or at least much less of it, and you know, at the end of the day I wasn't feeling all stressed out.

It is my hope to once again learn how to "stop and smell the roses," after all "the hurrier you go, the behinder you get" and I don't have time for that!

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Color Changing Weather

Today I am thankful for cool temperatures, long sleeves, a little boy to love, and Ladies' Prayer group in Webster. I am blessed by hot coffee in my favorite mug, a daughter for company, and a new basketful of fresh peaches for my snacks and cereal. Putting on a positive attitude today and hoping the sun will peek through the dark and gloomy skies.

Monday, September 05, 2011

Rain Date

Is there a rain date for Labor Day?

A Thank You Note

Thank God every morning when you get up, that you have something to do that day which must be done,whether you like it or not. Being forced to work and forced to do your best will breed in you temperance and self-control,diligence and strength of will, cheerfulness and content,and a hundred virtues which the idle never know. ~Charles Kingsley~

In the midst of our oft weary struggles, God is near. Perhaps it is Labor Day that brings the quotes of verses maintaining the virtues of work, but God's timing is always perfect and He knows exactly what we need to hear and when. In those moments when my eyes are on me, I find myself frustrated and fatigued. I forget to thank God for the work he has given me to do and fail to see it is His Hand molding and shaping me into a vessel fit for His use.

I have kept a Gratitude Journal now since February. It has been an exercise in seeing the love of the Father in the ordinary everyday blessings as well as the grand and obvious, but somehow I often don't feel any more thankful than I did previous to starting my list. Perhaps it is because I have kept those lists tucked away in the secrecy of my bedroom. I wonder what would happen if I wrote them out on sticky notes and posted them about the house...

1842. Hand on my back, arm around my shoulders
1853. Bag of green beans
1871. Daddy memories. I hear him in my mind.
1885. Granddaughter small and sleepy
1901. One dollar baked potatoes at the State Fair
1903. A spirited 100 year old woman who doesn't know she is old
1904. Dew on the grass
1905. Ice in my coffee
1911. A God who isn't finished yet
1920. Sticky Notes

The labor of the righteous leads to life 
Proverbs 10:16

The Holy Experience

Sunday, September 04, 2011

Too Late

It's too late to write tonight. Guess I'll go to bed now.

Saturday, September 03, 2011

And So It Begins

A new year, a fresh garden...

Tuesday begins a new school year with one little girl to put on the bus and two small boys to love on during the day.
There will be days with my grand children and I think we'll have some fun times together. I'm going to miss my other flower garden, but maybe they'll come to visit.

Friday, September 02, 2011

Fair is Fair

I planned to be at the State Fair early but, due to extenuating circumstances, we arrived closer to noon. Once at the Fairgrounds, I let Ben and Hannah wander off on their own and I meandered about by myself. It sounds lonelier than it really was. Quite honestly, I didn't mind at all.

I stopped in Building 8 to check out the Arts and Crafts displays where James' friend Jose had a few award winning pieces. His rocking chair garnered a lot of attention and with reason. It is a beautiful piece and looks very comfortable. It won a third place ribbon. I really wanted to try it out, but that was not allowed. Maybe another time...

Upstairs in the same building I found the player piano and sat down to watch and listen. It is quite possible that this is the real reason I like going to the Fair. The giant music box is my favorite. I told Hannah I'd much rather have one of these than a treadmill, but then again I suppose the novelty might wear off over time, unless of course I had a hefty collection of rolls. During a quiet spell I chose a song to play, The Candy Man. It was sweet.

I wandered in and out of buildings looking at displays, taking in the sights, and dodging purses, backpacks, and scooters. I bought a cup of chocolate milk for a quarter, found the butter sculpture, and checked out the cow barn. Back in the horticultural building I got in line for a baked potato. Probably the best dollar I spent, aside from the black raspberry/vanilla twist ice cream later on.

Later in the afternoon Hannah and I made a return trip to the player piano. Hannah chose "Raindrops Keep Falling On My Head." While she played an elderly woman arrived in a wheelchair and stopped next to my seat. She leaned over and said, "St Louis Blues." When Hannah was finished playing, this woman was helped to the piano bench by her granddaughter. Soon she was playing the St. Louis Blues but not with the help of a roll. She played the song herself, from memory. (Her granddaughter told us we could find her on Youtube where I learned she is 100 years old!)

It was another good day. I missed my friend Della who couldn't make it to the fair today, but I'm going to find her another time. I heard my friend Vinnie was there today, but I didn't happen to see him either.

Thursday, September 01, 2011

Full House

Today there were five, five flowers, all beautiful. Three were grandflowers. It was a busy day but a good one. Once again I am attempting to put into practice old lessons learned.

"Toys are not dirt."
and
"Hold them close while you can. They won't be here forever."
 
I snuggled my granddaughter, sniffled Lucas' ears, loved on Simon, kissed AC, and teased Emma. Yes, it was a good day.


Tuesday, August 30, 2011

G is for Goose

G is for goose. Or a whole family of them! (Can you spot the silly goose in this photo? I'll give you a hint, it's not really a goose... Now you guess.)

Once in a great while we like to take an old loaf of bread or a box of Cheerios and find a flock of feathered friends to feed. These particular geese are expecting a handout. They're spoiled rotten and happy to be so. (Yes, I do know it's a bad idea to feed wild birds old loaves of bread and Cheerios but the birds don't.)


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Monday, August 29, 2011

A Pretty Breakfast

Breakfast was plain and fancy. Plain old Rice Chex dressed up for a party. They were wearing fresh peaches and blueberries, and were decorated with slivered almonds. Yes, breakfast was especially pretty today.

Other gifts to thank Him for...


1785. Blackberries in the hedgerow
1796. Thunder in the distance
1814. Bug on goldenrod
1817. Cattails tall
1819. Basketful of peaches
1821. Early morning sunshine
1822. Soccer-fields full of colored T-shirts
1832. Wild wind swishing leaves outside my bedroom window

1843. A friend who encouraged me to visit The Holy Experience this morning where I found this... "What if all our running around is only our trying to run away from God — the great I AM, present in the present moment?
What if I woke to now and refused to hurry because I didn’t want to refuse God?"

Thank you, Deb. I did clean my house, but I wasn't in a hurry, and God was good. He was here the whole time.

Sunday, August 28, 2011

A Gentle Kiss

I woke to the sound of leaves dancing in the breeze outside my window, leaves swishing on their branches in a struggle with the wind. Hurricane Irene brought us thick clouds and a blustery day, but no rain. We were, as Pastor said this morning, "kissed by the outer edge of the storm." I would have to say it was a rather gentle kiss. Late this evening the sun peeked through the western sky and it looks like we have another beautiful week ahead.

My two cozy coupe cars were blown off the front porch of Hannah's Place in a gust of wind today. They lay asleep, waiting for someone to turn them upright once again. My yard is scattered with Sassafras leaves and dead sticks blown out of trees in the wind.

I am expecting children this week, mostly grandchildren. I am slightly tired just thinking about it, but maybe that is just because today was such a sleepy day to begin with. In a few days I will have a small, warm granddaughter to cuddle, a couple of boys to chase, and somebody to bake cookies for. Good thing we replenished our coffee supply this afternoon. I'm going to need to stay awake!

Saturday, August 27, 2011

Party Day

Late this afternoon there was a party. Friends and family gathered to celebrate the adoption of two beautiful children, one for whom I have prayed since last August. The wait is finally over and I can't tell you how very blessed I am to have witnessed this story as it unfolded. We've come to truly love this little boy.


We arrived at the church just as the party was beginning, in fact, his mom pulled in the parking lot just after us. Vinnie looked a little bewildered as to why Hannah and I were there.
"Hi!" I said.
"Bup," he answered as he held his sippy cup up for me to see.
"Bub," said I as I held up my cup.
I held his hand while Mommy took baby sister out of the car, and then Hannah carried him into the church.

We shared a prayer and some food. The children played outside while baby sister was passed to various friends and relatives. Hannah, all too willing, played outside with her little friend. She didn't have much competition for his attention and soaked up all the time she was allowed.I think he liked it too, after all, he does love Hannah.

How do these little people work their way so quickly into our hearts and lives? I feel so incredibly blessed to have been entrusted with his care and I know Hannah is blessed too.

(He was wearing clothes at the party. These pictures were taken back in July when we stopped at his house. It was hot and he was almost ready for bed.)

Friday, August 26, 2011

A Rare Event

No small children showed up at my door this morning. I stayed in bed, savoring the moments. Soon I will rise early every morning to once again greet little ones. My "garden" will be smaller this year, just two small sprouts 3 or 4 days a week, and a day full of grandchildren on Wednesdays. I glanced at the clock early this morning and decided I should stay in bed just a little bit longer,.. while I had the chance. It was nice.

Anxiety has plagued me the past few days, grabbing me in the middle of the night and sending my heart into palpitations for no apparent  reasons throughout the day. I've not been sleeping much at night and yet find myself falling asleep during the daytime. It's brain overload. Sometimes being wife/mom/daughter/teacher/caretaker/Power of Attorney catches up to me and I lose my focus. I forget to pray...


This afternoon I met up with James in Webster. We ran some errands and then went out to lunch. I came home feeling relaxed and much less stressed, and took a walk around my yard with my camera. We had an easy supper, corn on the cob and sandwiches, and then Ben and I took a ride halfway to Canandaigua to retrieve Hannah who had stayed overnight with her cousins. Tomorrow morning we go to soccer practice and then have an adoption party to attend in the evening. My little friend "Vinegar" and his baby sister will be the center of attention. I am blessed.


Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Lazy, Last Days of Summer

I must have thrown my neck out tossing and turning last night. Today was not one of my better days, not only was I tired from lack of sleep, but I probably could have used a good crack from the local chiropractor as well. I toughed it out with ibuprofen instead. I am expecting a much better day tomorrow and maybe by the end of the week I'll be able to turn my head and look over my left shoulder once again.

Yesterday we had fun feeding the birds down at the bay. It was one of the most beautiful late summer days and perfect for heading down to the lake. We even took the time to walk all the way out the pier to the little lighthouse. Only one thing could have made it better, enough time to put my feet into that cool lake water. I have yet to make my way to the actual beach. I must put that on my Do It Soon! list or it won't be happening at all.

The New York State Fair has begins tomorrow. Hannah and I are hoping to make a visit on Student Day next Friday. I am a cheapskate when it comes to the fair and Hannah can get in free that day. By the end of next week the sand sculpture will be completed and the animal husbandry folks will be sick of the whole deal. We'll buy a $.25 cup of chocolate milk, polish off a baked potato, and search out the player piano and baby calves. We'll do some wandering and maybe take in some entertainment before heading for home again.


Tonight we cooked up some corn on the cob from a local farm stand. I'm pretty sure C&C Farms has the best sweet corn in the entire state of NY. Must be all the apple sludge they dump on their fields from the local Mott's applesauce plant. I don't know if it's even possible to eat too much sweet corn. I sure hope not because it has to be one of my all time favorites, especially the white and yellow Butter and Sugar kind. It's so good it doesn't even need salt! I'd even eat it for dessert!!!

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

F is for Feathered Friends

F is for Feathered Friends. It was a gorgeous day. With leftover bread on hand, I decided to take my little friend down to the Irondequoit Bay outlet to feed some feathered fowl. :)


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Had electricity not flashed out of the sky burning up my telephones and computer, I would have brought you this elephant last week. I'm not sure why these sculptures decorate the landscape, but this one hangs out in front of a local car dealership. I think he's pretty cool.